mydailystories

2009-11-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

i've moved

http://nuovo-voix.tumblr.com/

but i won't delete this blog

2009-11-19T03:49:00.000-08:00

haha,it's tough finding a job

i've been going out for almost everyday(no i have yet to find a job)

i've been exercising almost everyday(due to the walking,going from one place to another)

oouh and prom night's coming

omg

and i have lots of problems:

1)i haven't bought my shoes

2)i haven't bought my accessories

3)i haven't bought my clutch

4)my damn eyebag makes me look awful without specs(thanks so much mr. o levels)

5)and all these needs $$$

2009-11-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

everybody's a hypocrite

yes,including myself

i've been thinking about random things

or rather i've been observing people(omg i should take up psychology or anything related to it)

haha

and yes,

people are just deceiving themselves in telling that they are the right ones and others the wrong

come on this happens in everyday life

everybody does this without even noticing it

people have different views

that's how the world works

2009-11-12T03:11:00.000-08:00

so yes,today marks the end of my secondary school life

let's recount back what had happen the past four yrs

i remembered orchid park wasn't the school that i want to get in

i was so persistent not to enter orchid park

i wanted a school that is far from my home

i thought secondary school means the start of having freedom

but i was wrong

i didn't get much freedom the past four yrs(due to such a heavy cca i had)

so yeah,now then i realised i'm fated to get into orchid park

i can't imagine myself in other secondary schools(i wanted to get into tkgs,but i wasn't smart enough,shld have studied for PSLE)

i can't imagine myself not having such a wonderful bunch of friends

my friends are the world's most awesome people i have met in my 16 yrs of life

yes,i know i'll be meeting more but this bunch of people really left a deep mark in my heart

i am gonna remember and love you people

i seriously hope we can stay in touch

i can't imagine how's next year gonna be

just hope i can get into a jc

please oh please

prom's coming

i have no money,i have my prom dress already but i need my shoes and accessories

oh my mama

MONEY HONEY PLEASE COME TO ME DARLING!!!I NEED YOU SO MUCH!!!!

p.s:gonna update more soon

2009-11-11T19:11:00.000-08:00

bloody hell

bye world,i'm starting a new life

i just can't wait for holiday

hahahahhahaha

mum told me the shopping is awesome to the max

and yeah 3 different places

3 different world

many shopping centres

HAHAHAHAH

i'm loving it

2009-11-09T21:43:00.000-08:00

should i change to tumblr since i have an awesome name for a new bloggy??

hahahhaaha

p.s:stop it,it's enough,you've gone way too much

p.p.s:mum told me an awesome news just now

2009-11-08T17:05:00.000-08:00

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

2009-11-06T00:57:00.000-08:00

Youd always ask me,
how come you never say I love you?
do you really love me?

But you know,
I wanted something more sweeter,
I want to confess to you just like those lovers from movies, so that you wont forget

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

You ask me whats to hesitate about,
is it that hard?
I want to hear what you got to say

But you know,
I wanted something more special,
I want a special day I can always remember, so that it wont pass forgotten

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I dont want to separate with you
not even a single moment
when I lean on you, I hope the time will stop
I love you

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I love you, I love you
loving you, loving you
I love you

oouh i likee this song
hahha
thx to haz

2009-10-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

just bloody pissed
with myself
urhh

just taking a break
i need to get my mind away from the books for awhile

siti nurlaili you must not give up right now

ok i'm just trying to motivate myself

bye

i said bye

i miss news

i miss arashic

i miss koreans

i miss 12 hours of sleep

i miss airport

i miss popeyes

i miss cotton on

i miss swensens

i miss the cocoa tree

i miss candy empire

i miss the airplane

i'm currently persuading my parents for a holiday trip at least to kl for me to splurge

wait i have no money

i'm penniless

mcdonald's breakfast took my kachings away from me,i don't even have a kacang with me

i'm being lame

that's a sign i'm stressed

ok bye

i said bye.

2009-10-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

a song to all the girls
haha

translation:
I told you not too sure
His mouth was much too honest
When women dare hurt cry

I already told you not too much in love
If a broken heart who want to help
Like the sky and the sun did not come together again

Hey ladies, do not want on to say weak
We can also cheat and timing
When a woman has destroyed the world in action

Hey ladies, now put your brain in love
Do not lose heart and also loss of time
If she remembers all lies flatter

Indeed not all bad boys
But the ladies must remain vigilant
We all end Semogalah
Getting a sincere love

I told you not too sure
His mouth was much too honest
When women dare hurt cry

2009-10-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

okay since a picture speaks a thousand words,i'll show some of how i am feeling right now,this is how i'm feeling right now:

andddd this is how i'll feel after the o's:

i laughed when i saw the above picture,haha

the title of the picture is 'A happy goat'

no i don't go baa baa or neither do i look like one

i'm a human being

haha

it's just too funny

pictures credits go to flickr.com

2009-10-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

my wish to have at least one of the j.e boys drama or movies to be aired in singapore tv came true

and what's better is that the show will be aired on the day of my birthday

yes,finally

oh yes,i got a maths revision book as a present from my sis

nyaha

gotta love maths

i feel my left brain is going to explode sooner or later

i'm taking my break

p.s:i've lost my molecular genetic notes

p.p.s:i'm sick,i'm having flu,i have runny nose plus sore throat plus slight fever,wish me luck people

p.p.p.s:gotta do QUALITY art in 1 week,wait the professional artists took years to complete one and i took 1 week to complete 10,i must be a top class professional then

2009-10-07T03:50:00.000-07:00

even though my results were such a heartbreaker
i'll open up my heart and use all my love for the subjects i usually neglect
i love you maths,i love you more than shige right now,make me pass u alright
i love you english,i love you more than i love japanese,so please make me pass you k
i love you biology,even though my love for you has faded much,u r still foreva in my heart
i love you history,even though i dislike hitler and stalin,but please make me pass u like a bomb!
i love you social studies,even though i always without noticing always write u as 'sosial studies'i still love you
i love you chemistry,even though i hardly have any chemistry with you,i really hope to bond well with you,which one do u like?ionic or covalent,we can try both for a stronger bond
i love you physics,even though my logic for understanding you is low,but i can understand u emotionally
i love you art,even though my love for you only left 0.01% and because you have make me go through much pain,i still love you for being so colourful and interesting,please make me pass with flying colours will ya?

2009-10-04T05:40:00.001-07:00

nice

2009-09-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

siti nurlaili is just basically struggling at everything she's doing

emotionally,mentally

i'm unstable

this voice just want to scream

scream at the harshness of life

i don't have freedom

i look happy

yeah,i'm screaming inside

i just want to be given a break

people are just not helping me

situations are making it worse

it make me sad

i won't write what

but it just make me sad

ok,enough about all this stuffs

i rather sit down now and eat my chocolate

at least that makes me happy

2009-09-25T04:21:00.000-07:00

MIRAE - Kiroro

nice song
notice something similar with my msn name?

2009-09-17T00:52:00.001-07:00

1)i dislike it when people eat noisily in front of me when i'm busy doing my work,i seriously dislike it,urhhhh,it's just soo disgusting

2)i dislike having a lot of people around me when i'm doing art,it's irritating i wish i could poke people's eyes with my pencil

yes,i'm damn irritated now

nvm,after tml i'm done with art

yes

and then i can happily enjoy my hari raya

2009-09-12T02:51:00.000-07:00

99 Times I Love Him - Nguyen Nhuoc Lan

i am feeling scared
i'm scared of the future

2009-09-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

is it the prelims or just my hormones that are making me feeling super down?
&
you know wad,u didn't know wad i know
lols,
there are many things going on

i'm struggling indeed
struggling pretty much

2009-08-29T19:43:00.000-07:00

only god knows wad i'm thinking
and yeah love the cute skirts

btw,i'm walking round the house with my socks on
my fever are unpredictable
:)

only god knows wad i'm thinking

2009-08-17T02:47:00.000-07:00

i have to upload his pict. again coz,i really really like this picture

don't know why

and,i showed mum this picture of shige at my hp

hahahahha

yesyes,he's my boyfriend afterall

must get approval!!

next is just a random list that i want to do/get

1)i want to smell shige's perfume(LOL!:D)

2)i want to know what type of car shige drives

3)i want to see shige's bedroom(k,enough about shige)

4)i want to be as smart as shige while still be very active in other things(he studies law bebeh!)

5)i want to buy myself lee cooper's t-shirt that i saw at NP

6)i want to buy myself levis t-shirt

7)i want to buy myself that dress from cotton on

8)i want to buy a pair of sneakers

9)i want to buy a new bag(no,this is a need)

10)i want to start STUDYING(panic button!!!)

so yes,this will be MY LAST POST

seriously

i WILL STAY AWAY FROM THIS BELOVED BLOG OF MINE

AS WELL AS YOUTUBE...ESPECIALLY YOUTUBE,BECAUSE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF FROM BROWSING THRU THE VIDEOS OF MY USUAL JAPANESE ENTERTAINMENT

urhhh,

this is really a sad goodbye

i'll be blocked away from first of all

1)shige

2)jap. music

3)jap. concerts

4)jap. drama

5)jap. updates

yes,japanese idols have their concert very frequently

and i always like to see their before,during,and back stage scenes

nvm

at least,i still can see shige's picture in my hp:D

but i'll still go on msn and facebook when needed

hehehe

but i seriously can't go to youtube

hohohoho

so yes,this is it

SAYONARA

goodbye bloggie,i'll come back after 70 MORE DAYS!!

2009-08-14T08:42:00.001-07:00

msn is being sucha _____ right now

hohoho

anyway,being sick right now,doesn't help to enlighten me

i'm thinking about my important week ,next week

yes,bio spa 3 and mt o lvl results

understand why i really need to get well soon asap

i'm perspiring like a mad cow

yes,exaggerating,who cares

all those toxins leaving my body

great,i really need to eat more fruits

natural vit.c is the best

my immune system can be weaken by a packet of twisties

guess twisties is really harmful for my body

ohohoho

i'm sick and am having moodswing

perhaps my high temperature right now is making my brain to malfunction

should really say goodbye to blogger,msn and facebook

they are such a hindrance

prelims coming real soon

okay such a ____

p.s:som enda är mycket bättre än de bifogade:)

2009-08-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

detta blir mitt sista Temne uppdatering högsäsong runt hörnet energi rinner ut frustration är att hälla ut det kommer slutet verkligen snart vad en ansträngande process lycka maj mina önskningar gå i uppfyllelse jag säga adjö till detta under en tid innan jag har äntligen tid att uppdatera denna

there's still a lot of shige's picture in my folder:)

wagahai is loved

2009-08-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

You're such a poet
I wish I could be Wesley Willis
My words would flow like honey
Sweet and laid on thick
You're so edgy
You don't even need a rhyming dictionary
I wipe my hands on your jeans
Cause they are more distressed
So they say you've got OCD
And they claim you can barely read
But you say don't bother me with all of your reality

But it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
But the point's been missed
You've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

So what, you're a genius
But you've got a lot to learn
Like the time you lost your apartment
Cause you bought too much Vuitton
You park in a loading zone
You sleep with the lights all on
You cross your i's and dot your t's
All it goes to show

That it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just that simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
The point's been missed
We've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

I'm not saying that it's a piece of cake
Just take a moment to reevaluate
The possibilities
The situations
The opportunities
That are waiting
Oh, the possibilities
Oh, I

It could, it could be that simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
You're in a haze
It's just a phase
You know this maze
Is as simple as it seems

We could talk all day
About your eccentricities
What I mean to say
Oh, is that I need you listen please
And focus on life's simplicities
So don't be afraid to strip it away
Cause at the end of the day
It's still as simple as it seems

It is all so simple
Just deal with it

just a quick update

i'm currently reading a book about a korean-american whose parents are obsessed about her going to harvardyaleprinceton(lyd should know this)

so yes,i came up with this:

how to make your singaporean parents happy

ans:get staright a's in all your subjects and get urself in a jc

haha yes,instead of wad the book writes that make korean parents happy by being very very good in maths i came up with being good in all subjects.

i'm just don't have that damn motivation

i'm dragging myself

dragging myself to complete this thing where it will determine your future

how great.

anyway,yesterday was fun

nvm about not being able to eat at seoul,at least,i ate at pastamania

hehe

soo...

nadiah amacam staright after our last paper...SEOUL GARDEN???

hohohoho

by tht time we don't have to care about not studying ehh

we are free people already

YAY!!!!

this is my third time editing this post
just wanna update that
I GOT A NEW NEPHEW!!
yay!
a new addition to my already big family
heheh
looks like the xy chromosomes seems to dominate in my family
both my mother and father's side
okay,maybe my mother's side is more equal
hehe
soo now,if i calculate i have 2 nephews from my father's side and 3 nephews from my mum's side
see,i don't have any nieces
heheh
i hope i'll have one niece soon
:)
mum's going to a wedding,i hope she's going to the hospital too to see my newborn nephew
wheeeeee!!

p.s:i've finish reading the book about the korean-american girl,it is great!

2009-08-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

my hp's wallpaper picture

haha

anyway,just wanna update tht i'm going crazy

crammed my left brain just now

i gave up after 2+ hours battling with brain tiredness before i say i give up

well,giving up is bad

so i should persevere

national day this sunday

not sure if i wanna go to the family gathering

feels like watching national day parade on the tv by myself

haha

weird,i know

anyway,somebody have been such a ____.

hahah

opps

sorie,i've longed to scold somebody right now

hehe

2009-07-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

i have a good news today

nothing about academics though

but,haha i'm soo proud of myself

i clean my room and

MY ROOM IS VERY CLEAN RIGHT NOW!!!!

yess ahhh

after days of contemplating of wanting to clean up the extreme mess

haha

i shld take a picture of my room.

study table is gone

tht means no stacks of dictionaries,worksheets,files,art stuffs and of coz junks

but all tht has been transferred to one of my cupboards

and i've found nostalgic things while spring cleaning my room

1)i found a neo print taken with my primary school best friends

2)i found a cd from hong kong

3)i found 1 pencil case filled with colour pencils and markers!!!waste my $$$ only

4)i found my uno card haha

5)i found my baby photos and photos when i'm a toddler,hilarious i tell you.

6)manchester united teddy bear,lols

and i realised i have a lot of boxes

so i made 1 as my jewellery box

asking mum to wash my teddy bears

lyd!the spongebob u gave me collect dust already ah

hahahha sorie!!

seoul garden soon anyone??

haha

2009-07-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

my room=storage place

seriously,it's not a bedroom,the only thing tht makes it a bedroom is my bed

tht's all,and my small pathetic bed is surrounded by cupboards

seriously,on the right side of my bed are two small cupboards,on the left is my huge wardrobe

my study table is not a study table,it's a storage table for my books,worksheets and school materials,there's one whole lump of worksheets and books stacked

i can't even sit there

and now,mum wants to put something from her room transferred to mine

ARHHHHHHH!!

my room is so pathetic already lahhhhhhhh

i soo badly want to have a proper room

i wish i could have a house to myself,u know,i can live alone

like those small japanese flats,tht's good enough for me already

i counted there's 3 cupboards,2 wardrobe and 1 study table in my room

great,it's not a room afterall

and now,mum wants me to clean up my already in a state like as if a hurricane had hit my bedroom

urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

red specs coming

goodness

i wanted black but dad says i always wear black spectacles

my life currently=bad shape

2009-07-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

had a very bad week

seriously,my mondays to fridays have been very bad

everyday i come to school,feeling not interested and stuffs

and i'm super tired everyday,i wonder wad's wrong

i have a lot of homework to do,and how am i suppose to study,i've got so much hw to do

and i got other activities as well,i hardly have time to relax.

was being scolded during bio class just now

i did my notes,but doing notes doesn't mean i studied right?

so wateva,i chose to go out of class coz i'm honest,anyway can they just stop having pms coz my mood isn't tht good nowadays too.it'll just affect me more worse.

afterall tht stupid art mock test used up a lot of my energy tht i need paracetamol to reduce my tiredness and muscle pain.

mt listening compre was......

i had a hard time catching up with the pace

so yes,overall this week is very bad

i predict next week will be hell too

but it's ok

A FEW MORE MONTHS AND I CAN SAY GOODBYE TO ORCHID PARK

yes ahh!

on a lighter note, i read my testimonial today,and it's just so hilarious

pressure is up

say goodbye

2009-07-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

haha i'm laughing right now,watching this video
hey FOU remember this?
during our australia trip at night where we all share the same bed,everytime before we go to sleep..hahah
hilarious..nadi u still have the recording??

2009-07-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

1)a sweater is a must when you watch a movie

2)i think i'll have to sleep early for a few days before i start imagining things

3)i want a t-shirt,really,found some nice one today and the price is 'nice' too

4)tuition on saturday mornings is the same as having cca on the weekends(haha)

5)loads of art homework to do,i think i've got back my love for art,it's just tht i'm stuck somewhere,don't know wad to proceed

6)i need brown colour pencils,i always used too many brown colours for my observational drawings

7)can't wait for tml's birthday party,more food!!

8)i'll start to watch my diet from sunday onwards,starting to cut down eating heavy meals in school

9)i'm getting fat,really,i gained 3 kg last term

10)the storybook i borrowed is really exciting,can't wait to finish reading it,i can finish reading it in 1 day,if i got the time

11)hazeerah has made me addicted to big bang's song

2009-07-15T03:40:00.000-07:00

1)i got extremely excited when i found shige's picture in a japanese magazine while browsing thru the magazines column in the library

2)i must really start to love maths,really must love maths

3)i must get back my love for art

4)i must really stop my addiction to going on to youtube for my usual japanese variety shows(too much of it is really bad)

5)i'm seriously am going to the library as frequently as i can to take a look at the japanese magazines there(going to library is good isn't it;))

so yeah,tht's all my thoughts that i have been thinking about today

chey..most of it is all about japanese entertainment(except 2 for studies)

seriously,i'm going crazy about them

nono,life cannot be like tht.

oh well,my harry potter movie date is i think almost spoilt by bio remedial

NOOOO!!!

i seriously hope there's still some seats for the first day,and i hope bio remedial is cancelled

haha

i'm so sorry but this might be the last movie before i sit for the big o's

so yeah,i'll do wateva i can to WATCH THAT MOVIE!

okay GIRLS MAKE SURE WE WATCH THT MOVIE NO MATTER WAD!!

despite us having money difficulties:(we still must watch that movie

thinking of money

i need to save a lot of money for my

1)cotton on's black cardigan

2)hei sushi

3)a bag

4)some clothes

5)some secret stuffs for the end of the year(haha!)

and the n.o 5 one needs REALLY A LOT OF MONEY

urhhhhh

2009-07-10T19:37:00.000-07:00

today is 11 july

which is..

SHIGE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehheheh

my dear's birthday

chey bahhh

HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY!!!

i just like him with setempek faces

nyahahahah

maybe because i'm a setempekers?

ok merepek..

so yes,I FINISH MY O LVL MT ORAL YEST

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even though i like to talk,i dislike talking formally

hahah

so yes,now one thing tht i'm scared the most is english oral

ahhhhh

2009-07-05T03:16:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking quite a lot lately(suddenly sound so mature)

and i've come to a conclusion that i will follow what i've thought as is the best solution for me

well,i shouldn't lie to myself

i can't, u know

i'm sick of bucking myself up when i'm in shitty state

i hated forcing myself

i thought it's enough for me,my secondary school years has proven to me how strong i am.

and i so don't want to repeat history again

so yes,this is my secret and i shall keep it to myself until the time is right

well,just don't come to conclusion.

i think i'm being crazier nowadays

believe me,even people coughing can irritate me nowadays that i feel like slamming

things to make the person shut up

and i can't sit near a person who is eating noisily

maybe my ears have just gotten much sensitive nowadays

well,the eating noisily part has always irritate me

can't people eat with their mouth shut?

2009-07-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

today is the best friday that i have ever had in my entire life(since today is soo slack)

chey

so exaggerate

anyway

i have formally graduated from orchid park wind orchestra

yay!!!

i'm so strong

thought that i couldn't make it through this 4 yrs

but i did!!!

haha

this prove how resilient i am

chey bahh

well,just wanna say

good luck to those who have just received their new post

and to the sec 2's

don't give up!

haha

to my section

again thank you very much for the gift

please work hard as i believe u all can do it

i'm so sorry coz i have been such a pathetic section leader

i know,i have been

but i'm glad,i'm closer to you guys espeacially yazid and amirul

like after some time

i can joke around with amirul and make him talk with my urmms crazyness

okay,i know i have been the most childish,crazy,and lousy section leader in the history of the string section(i think haha!)

so,well i hope u all will grow under douglas

okay!!

please remember me coz i'll remember u guys!!!

shucks,this is getting emotional

oouuuhhhh

and oh yah,sorry for the cheapskate gifts

apparently i have not much money nowadays(or rather always)

hehe

still the thought counts the most..

i love u guys!

and i'll try to attend as much concert as i can

and maybe will try to come to visit you all

DON'T FORGET ME OKEH!!!!!

and now i have to go back to my art mode

which i am so not looking forward to

i'm just too tired from art,actually

ahhh

life has to go on

after this year i can say goodbye to art and my other subjects

my youth day activity is not as gerek as wad was planned

ahhhh soo sad

2009-06-27T20:46:00.000-07:00

won't be updating as frequently

only when there's something interesting or i need to post shige's picture up coz there's too many of his pictures in my folder

SCHOOL IS OPENING TML!!!!!!

damn it

shigeisjusttooadorable:)

2009-06-24T23:36:00.000-07:00

as promised

shige's baby picture

soo cute!!!

look at the hair

haha

maintain until now

and speaking of hair

shige's and geun suk's hair is AWESOME!!!

like seriously

i was about to cair when i saw tht pict of geun suk's with his that hairstyle

dammit

damn hot i tell u!

don't u think his hair is awesome!!

i think it's prefect lahhh!!!!

and bbq was damn fun

i ate a lot as the food was really yummy!!

and gary's parents were damn nice lah please(his house is just too awesome)

yest.bbq and hang out with sec 4's and 5's plus hafiz was great!!!:)

haha

need to do maths right now

i'm a left-brainer who suck at maths

great.....

shigeisawesome!

look at his cheeks!!!

haha:)

2009-06-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

hahaahahah

some pictures from opus and of coz pictures of my shige

yay!

nad approve of shige!!

hahah

he's just to handsome and cute lahh

not to mention smart(he's studying law u know!)

yay!and have i told you how much i love his hair?

tht is the first hairstyle of a boy that i ever approve of

yes,the first guy tht i approve of his hairstyle

nice hairstyle is important for a guy okeh!

next post i'll upload a baby picture of shige

i swear

he's DAMN CUTE!!!

as a baby and a adult or is he still a teenager

not sure,he's still damn cute to me

hahah all i know he's going to be 22 yrs old in around 1 month time

hehe:)

i love shige and my batch and frens!

2009-06-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday marked my last performance with the band

and the last concert with mr tan

even though we only practised for 3 weeks(which i only managed to come for practise and read the score 1 week before the concert)

we did our best

even though it could be better

the song we sang was really very very sad

when the part 'one last' came

cannot tahan the tears already

1 week before my stepping down

i should be happy

but oh well,not sure how i am feeling about it right now

very tired right now even though i had a total of 12 hours of sleep

haha

i wish i could have more sleep

now,just wanna rest

and i just realised i have not been catching up with arashi's variety shows

too busy

and now i have so many episodes to watch

oohhhhhhh...

p.s:i'm waiting to make my new specs

p.p.s:i wanna cut my fringe

p.p.p.s:i wanna go to cotton on,need a black cardigan badly

2009-06-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

still can't believe that tml is my so called last day with the band
and my last performance with the band
oh my goodness
still can't believe it

anyway,this song makes me sad
it has something to do with my last day and concert
noo not the kiss and wateva love part lahh

note
no shige's picture up
sacrifice not putting his picture up you know!
hehe:)

nervous.

2009-06-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

ahhhh

i haven't lepas balak(find out wad this mean frm ur malay frens)

felt soo extremely insecure

extremely to the deepest very extremely insecure

i feel like as if i'm gambling with my life

gahhhhhhhhhh

anyway,i was damn shocked again today

whoa,like everyday i get shocked

is that like suppose to be normal for human beings?

anyway,just now bio remedial was like

zzzzzzzzz

my brain is like jammed,no info can go into my head

and now,i have more homework

and i seriously hope there's 1 week of extra school break

coz the homeworks are piling up high and

I HAVEN'T TOUCH ANY BOOKS YET OKEH!

so yes

ilovemyshige

lookatthepicture

woohooohoooooooooooooooo:)

2009-06-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

yay!

i'm happy today

finally nadiah rebonded her hair

and she looks pretty!!

heheheh

jangan malu..

oouh i found out something today

wow!

it was damn shocking

like really shocking

hah!......

i've got a great talent in acting

;)

i can be an angel

i can be worse than a devil

for those who knows whenever something hits my extreme raw nerves(coz i'm relatively nice you know hah!)

sarcasm can be a part of me sometimes

but hell my mouth just can't be controlled at times

coz afterall,i'm relatively nice

to think that i'm an idiot

no,i have pretty sharp eyes and ears

i can see and hear well

the difference in tone is very clear to me

and the eyes,i'm soo sorry my eyes are just too perfect even though they are myopic

and hell,i'm very good at body languages too

it's just that

afterall,my hidden talent is acting isn't it?

and i like observing,from fashions to non-fashions

uhmmmm

interesting

okay i'm writing crap right now

shige is the best

perfect.

2009-06-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

oouhhhhh

i used my time today by sleeping a lot

really really a lot

finally i don't feel the tiredness

opps

a new guy

cute smart handsome geeky guy

;)

2009-06-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

SITI NURLAILI HAS OFFICIALLY COMPLETE HER COURSEWORK!!!!!!

and she is celebrating right now even though she just got home around 10+ to clean up the art room and help others finish up their batik

i'm such a strong girl!!

YAY!!

seriously my leg felt like as if it would break

i did not eat for the whole day,not even eating breakfast

so i did my coursework full day until around 9+ at night without FOOD!!

and without rest!!

i felt like as if i was working in a sweatshop

phew.....

lucky i survive!!

i'm happy with my batik

never felt this happy before, seriously people who didn't go thru it wouldn't know that sought of joy!!

i'm still so happy right now!

the only problem now is that i hope i could wake up on time for tml's band practise.

ahhhh

i'm so tired!!!!!

nvm soon soon soon........

2009-06-09T06:18:00.001-07:00

siti nurlaili is officially tired with art
seriously,i have been having bad mood for two days already thinking about my batik
ahhhh
2-3 more days left
i am seriously running out determination to stay on
goodness sake
i don't understand why they must rush us until like hell
it's so sickening when u are working under pressure and are in need of time
i'm tired
i'm exhausted!!
and now,i'm NOT SATISFIED with my batik
not satisfied at all
why must my layout be so complicated?
hmmmms,only make me suffer

p.s:sorry for my bad mood,i'll try to stay as happy and positive as i can:)
p.p.s:i badly wanna watch a movie,i wanna go shopping,i wanna go to airport,i wanna go eat at HEI SUSHI or SECRET RECIPE(sudden cravings)and BEN&JERRY'S PLEASE!!!

ryo nishikido:)

2009-06-05T06:39:00.001-07:00

One More Moment - Ronin

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on the clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

yeah..safwah make me like this song
heheheh
even though it's so jiwang
wdv..hehe

anyway,couldn't go to band tml coz of cousin's wedding
damn
concert is coming and i've not been coming to practise cause of the coursework thingy
felt so guilty,shall go to sect. after all these coursework thingy has ended,couldn't take it anymore

coursework has really tire me out
like seriously
everyday i come home feeling so drained out
i even smell like wax
seriously disgusting
the extra cologne doesn't help
ahhhh
I DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE O'S THIS YEAR!!
i feel so unprepared
i've not done my best for my malay paper and my art mounting board
i feel soo seriously insecure about this o lvl thingy
zzzzzzzzz..

i need my sleep
have been doing art for 9-10 hrs straight with only 1 break(15 mins may be)

nono i still like my jun!!
it's just that i've recently like NEWS songs....with ryo nishikido in it..

2009-06-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

i refrained from putting up his picture

nyeheheheh

coz i was reminded of 4 june

AUSTRALIA!!!!

damn..

how much i miss that place

so yes,i try to put the pictures in order

these are only some of the pictures

hahah

yeah FOU

I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH!!!!

i remember now,i'll be crazy packing my last minute luggage or going down to the shops for last minute shopping

hehe

then woke up real early at about 3 to get ready to be in school by some time before 6 am

hahah

overall was damn fun man

i miss dreamworld,i miss griffith university,i miss surfers paradise,i miss hard rock cafe australia,i miss mixing with those MI pupils,i miss my room(even though it's scary),i miss those cold nights,i miss shopping!!!

yes..a total of 7 clothes,3 bags,1 wallet,1 shoe,and loads of chocolate(1 whole plastic bag)

i used up all my $200 aussie dollars there

until we(FOU)could not even afford our own dinner at the airport

hah

memories...

i still have my plane ticket!!!

to brisbane:SQ245,seat 43D

to singapore:SQ246,seat 49E

i'm sad i always got the middle column(nvm i got the seat beside the window during hk)

AKU MISS AUSTRALIA LAH!

2009-06-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

yeah!!

he's tanned in this picture coz he got to act as a filipino-japanese in his new drama called smile

hehehhe

whoo i like his hair,don't know why,it just looks great on him:)

mt o lvl is over

i'm not happy with my work

wateva

i cannot rewind time

and what has been done cannot be undone

....

just can't wait to finish art coursework

which is like

......

btw op'us concert is on the 19 june

do come and support us,the orchid park wind orchestra

my last concert yo!

2009-05-30T00:34:00.000-07:00

hahhaha

i'm so happy looking at this photo

anyway,mt o lvl is coming extremely soon

and my energy level is extremely low(too tired from art)

i have no mood to study

i had accomplished my aim

which is not to sleep for one whole night

YAY!!!

and that's because i had to finish my mounting board

hahah

yes,i was super dreamy the next day and eyes were swollen

thanks so much art

now i need those eye mask

good luck for mt o's

and to art people

jia you!!!!

a bit more a bit more!!!

2009-05-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

siti nurlaili finally decided to touch the mounting boards

need to do a lot of research

and the weather is crazy even though it's at night right now

straight mock exams this week

won't be updating anytime soon

ganbatte siti!!

u can do it!!

2009-05-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

yeah i finally admit that he is extremely white

or most probably it's just the powder

yeah..

and he is like the chocolates there

hahahahhahaha

gawd

mt o lvl is coming

submission of art coursework is coming

omg!!!!!!!!!!!

and i don't have enough time

no not enough time

why must the o's be brought forward so soon?

our brain is not that big

and i'm not born a genius

urhhhh

2009-05-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

no,i won't take him from any of my girl friends who like him

hahahahaha

it's just tht i cannot resist putting these two pictures up

siti nurlaili is very exhausted

she hopes her energy and motivation will be able to last until at least after mt 'o' lvl is over

coz she is seriously very tired

art is crazy

and with cca going to start back,i dont know if i have enough time to do my revisions and complete my art

ahhh

extremely stressful......

2009-05-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

siti nurlaili is getting much bitchier nowadays

she just wants to karate everybody and run off with her jap boyfriend to a faraway land nobody knows

yeah

wouldn't it be great?

books and notes are not my boyfriend

damn it

mye

u r such a bitch!

nvm

after this year no more such things called mid-year exams where u suddenly feel the stress of studying when u just felt like school is really starting

now really

school has started and the big o's is coming real fast!!

again

damn it...

2009-05-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

i don't wanna do art

i seriously don't wanna do art

nor do i want to think bout it

ahhhh

who can look sexy in stripes shorts,slippers and sleveless shirt???

2009-04-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

i can't see any hope

it's nowhere to be found.

oh well...

i just want a care-free life..:)

les choristes is great!!

even fazlyn agree with me

yay!!!

hahahahhahaha

i wanna watch more foreign film

it's been so long since i last watch spanish and french film

2009-04-23T00:29:00.000-07:00

hey people,watch les choristes/the chorus

i watch it once and wanna watch it again

it's a french film with english subs

woohoo

the story is kinda sad

but oh boy..all the boys have wonderful voice,even if some of them can't sing at least they have change to a better person..

so yes,i recommend it to all u people

hahahahha

and the main lead,jean baptiste maunier has such a high nice voice

he's a soprano i think

it will be aired on okto on saturday at 10 pm

watch it!!!

2009-04-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

i don't wanna think of art...

i'm sick of it...

can't wait for this year to end coz of the endless sufferings

but on the other hand,i'll miss my classmates and i'll miss being 15..hehe

oh wateva....

i just don't wanna do my art

2009-04-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

i had a great sunday

since i did not have tuition and religious class today:)

hehehehehe

oh no..but tmr is BIO SPA EXAM!!

damn it.....

i'm so sorry if every post is a different guy

i don't know which one is my first!!!!

2009-04-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

so yes

mye is coming

i don't have enough time to complete my revision

how great

hahaha

i've got so many things to do

but i don't know which one to start

and art is being an idiot again

wow!!

i wanna go on holiday

i wanna go to other countries

i don't wanna stay here

oh i'm still faithful to my jap boy...

2009-04-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

it's a good friday indeed

i'm still struggling with art

ahhhh

wateva..

let me some rest...

it's been some time since i last really spent a lot of time watching japanese variety shows

and movies...

2009-04-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

THIS SUCKS

THIS REALLY REALLY SUCKS

I DISLIKE ART

I DISLIKE ART LIKE MADDDD!!!!!!!!

yes,so art is being such an awful bitch

i wasted my time by doing my layout freehand and end up not getting it symmetrical

tell me how bitchier it can get?

i wasted 3 hrs of my life doing something useless

SOMETHING USELESS

i have 4 COLOR SCHEMES TO FINISH

A LOT OF ARTIST REFERENCE TO DO

I NEED TO REARRANGE MY ART OBJECTS

I NEED TO STUDY MY BIOLOGY

I NEED TO PRACTISE MY MATHS

I NEED TO FINISH MY 'EASY' CHEMISTRY WORKSHEET

tell me how the hell am i going to do all this in 1 day

IT'S EVEN LESSER THAN A DAY!!!!!!!!

for goodness sake

and i don't care anymore

if she doesn't want to give me an extension

i will show her my extremely unhappy face

so what

IT'S UNFAIR AFTERALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i already have a hard time completing my other homeworks

don't tell me i don't need to have some sleep

coz really,my body is already weaken by the napfa test

my body is aching terribly and i still haven't got over the tiredness of the 10 anniversary week

arhhhhhhh

people are just being such a bitch

i hate this week

so many setbacks

so many obstacle

i cried 4 days in a row

yes,if it includes tomorrow it's gonna be 5 days in a row

gimme some space to breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

so yeah

syf is over

well done guys!!

i won't be updating anytime sooner

maybe i would be updating on friday..

which is a HOLIDAY!

kay...

but i'll have to go thru a HUGE obstacle before the holiday

coz there's so much to go thru..examples..soo many tests..finish my 2.4 KM run...and to finish my 8 boards

arhhh

tht's the most stressing part as 60% of it will be included in mye

damn it..

i'm soo tired from just now 5 station napfa test

thank god i passed all 5 stations

phewww..

2009-03-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

talked to nadiah

and i said so many times how unfair life is

but oh well,i know i'm strong

if i can go through so much in the past,after soo many breakdown

i shall not give up yeah..

CA result was horrendous

lucky mum didn't scold me or even nag at me

i really thank god for that

gonna update soon

after the next big event i think

heh....

2009-03-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

i wasted my precious time today by sleeping,teevee,computer and sleeping again

only did 1 pathetic modification coz my head was in sleeping mode

anyway,i want to go out and have fun soo badly

like seriously,no,not the type of fun we have inside school

I JUST WANNA GO OUT AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do u understand that?

p.s:i'm gonna grow fat from those excessive chocolate fudge and ice-cream..ohmygod...i need a diet plan

2009-03-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

yeah
had cross country just now
ran all the way until the finishing point
yay!so proud of myself
hahhah
after so long of wanting to burnt all those filet o fish..nuggets..fries..chickens..double cheese...and of coz excessive ice-creams and chocolates
oh mann
it's time i lose all those calories

will be having band later

2009-03-07T02:42:00.000-08:00

i just miss being myself
shall stop using excessive vulgarities
coz it's really bad
hah
i shall only use it in desperate moments
yeah...
omg syf is coming near
so many things is happening
i am desperately balancing my studies and band
nvm
shall persevere..
ahhh
i seriously hope i can stand all this
coz i'm on the verge of breaking down any time
seriously
24 hours is not enough
zzzzzzz

2009-03-05T01:27:00.000-08:00

yeah great,this sucks:)

on a much lighter note,chocolate is the best thing on earth

the best remedy for everything

2009-02-28T19:55:00.000-08:00

Autumn Leaves - Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra

i like this song
hahahahha ever since the alumni concert
kinda happy that i have played this song with the alumni even though i screwed up a lot
hahahah
kinda stupid that i cried to mr tan coz i was stressed to play in the concert
blahhh
I WANNA PLAY THIS SONG AGAIN
hahahahhahah

art is killing me bebeh
chocolate chocolate chocolate where are u?

2009-02-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

i only slept for 2 hours on wednesday and at 12+on thursday and the other days too
i'm soo tired
that i had to resort to eating ice -cream almost everyday to make myself happy
and i bought my new friend fafy which makes me sad when i thought i lost him in the morning
hah

just blogging to remain happy
I MISS COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-15T04:19:00.000-08:00

he looks old for a nineteen yr old
doing this just to kill time
heh..
art is killing me

2009-02-14T06:14:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day everybody
i'm super tired right now..just came back from religious class and felt like vomiting coz of the stupid bus
hope u people like the gift me and nadiah gave..it's from our heart and soul
and to my section..sorry for the pathetic presents
hahahha
recession larh..got no money
i'll buy u guys a better gift next time:)
kay.i wanna sleep
i wanna throw away all the homeworks
i'm thinking of excuses to get away with my problems right now
blahhhh
tml's tuition
arhhhhh!!!!!!
+still got 25 more modifications and a few more additional drawings to be completed by tuesday(next week gotta start n layout alr)
i'm stressed!!!!!!!!!
yeah..a great valentines day indeed..

2009-02-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

02 Parrot - John-Hoon

i dislike doing things that i don't wanna do
urhhh
my eyebags is getting thicker

2009-02-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

my blog is almost dead

hahahha

i wanna go out

i wanna go to airport

i wanna have a picnic

i wanna SLEEP!!!

kay,fine..

i lack of sleep nowadays

shit..

eyebags...arhh!!!

see the difference of my hair?

oh suddenly miss that long fringe and hair

p.s:art makes me go mad!!!

2009-01-17T05:25:00.000-08:00

so it's true that singapore students are deprive of sleep

even my sundays are gone just like that

with religious class and tuition that gives tons of homework

hahah

even everyday homework nowadays can exceed 12 am to finish

bravo bravo!!

oh yes..

the test is the most memorable part of all

nyahahahhaha

i shall endure,and being extremely sarcastic from now on..for me to tahan all these things

blahhh

wondering why i'm updating?

this is to wake my 3/4 shut eyes

oh yes..

i need nescafe a lot nowadays

hahah

F*** it

2009-01-12T02:19:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna step and go

2009-01-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

just a bit of things that happen a few days ago

1)poly visit to SP and TP, didn't regret going there..

2)i have around 4 courses that i am interested at..i probably won't go to any science courses..

hahaha..weird..i went to science stream yet not interested to going to science courses in poly well

the four courses are mainly courses from design school,business school,engineering school and maritime...muahahahahhah shocking?no??

3)i still can't believe i'll be getting my art o lvl paper this monday...excited and scared at the same time..

4)i still feel so pissed right now..over some things...blahhhh.

5)i'm so exhausted from this and that..i feel like wad nadiah said an enzyme..

hahahahha....

oh no..more like a denatured enzyme..

don't understand?well since an enzyme is a biological catalyst to speed up chemical reactions..it needs to be in it's optimum temp.pH and bla3..so if the temp is too high or too low...the enzyme will be denatured..understand?

soo,it's the same like me..

i'm in a situation where the enzyme will be denatured soon...

kay..fine i'm not gonna explain more things

i'm too tired right now from all the walking around TP just now..

and that i didn't eat my breakfast,recess and lunch just now..

it simply make my day sucks even more..

recess was horrible..

by the time we get our food,we will left a few more minutes before bell rings..

like hey!u don't want me to die in school because of choking right!(oh wait..that will be a great excuse for the school to give more recess time or give separate time for sec 4's recess)

hahahha

i've been rather grumpy about the lack of food..seriously..

even though i gain 3 kg...i need the food to at least make me more attentive in class(but i grew 1 cm taller!!mwahahahha reach my expectations..like finally..)

not looking forward for tml.....

2009-01-02T04:17:00.000-08:00

so yes,before i knew it

school holidays has ended

i was excited just now,very excited indeed

not excited bout wad i'm going thru during this year but wad i will go thru after this year..

hahah

anyway,i'm starting to be busy already

i'll just update if i feel like to.

but i feel that will only happen after i really feel really really tired or stressed out

which..will happen real soon i guess

nyahhhh

so anyway,goodbye to wonderful life and to my numerous boyfriends

don't worry u will come back to me real soon

real real soon!!

i will miss you!!

but only for 10+months

then i can meet u again

and we shall live our life like there's never before!;)

2008-12-25T19:21:00.000-08:00

ultraviolet by stiff dylans from angus,thongs and perfect snogging

She is a wave and she's breaking
She's a problem to solve
and in the circle she's making
I will always revolve

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and Indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling raveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Now is a phase and it's changing
It's rotating us all
Thought we're safe but we're dangling
and it's too far to survive the fall

And this I know
It will not bend
Invisible and indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling raveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling raveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling raveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

2008-12-23T03:12:00.001-08:00

he's aaron johnson

starring in angus,thongs and perfect snogging

quite good looking!!

hahahahh

but i wonder if those are wrinkles

but he's very young!

only 17!!!

woohooo!!

the above two pictures is jasper hale

he's good-looking!!

seriously,look at his eyes bebeh!!

he's my no.2 in my list!!!

edward cullen, my beloved!!!!

nyahahahahhaha

wateva to whoever who thinks that edward is not hot,i guess ur eyes are blind

his eyes are like the most amazing things on earth

and ohmygoodness,how much i'm in love with his hair!!(i like guys with messy hair,but not too messy though)

hahaha

look at that fierce look on his face,makes him look soo macho!

hahahahahhah

and oh yah,he plays the piano!!

like ohmygod?!!!

and he's 1.85m please

1.85!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i likeee very very bery much!!

i had the most fun time just now watching twilight

ohmygod!!

jasper and edward are soo good-looking!!

seriously!!

hahahahha

they are like,one of the most good-looking guys i've ever seen in my life!

i'm smiling soo wide right now

coz they are soo good-looking

hahahahah

2008-12-21T01:41:00.000-08:00

i'm soo looking forward for next year

might be the best year for me

maybe not coz of the o levels

but oh well

many things are waiting for me next year

like graduating from orchid park!!

woohoooo

u know..i wouldn't have to always run away from miss wong

i wouldn't have to stare into blank space whenever a teacher is scolding

and most importantly i could FINALLY CLEAN UP MY ROOM after the o's

oh yeah....

could throw away all those i myself don't understand worksheets

give away my books to those who in need

and tada!!my bedroom can finally be called a PROPER bedroom

yay!!!

other than that,

i'm quite unhappy about the location of my classroom next year

coz mine is at lvl 3(first time in my 3 yrs in sec. school history)

and the 4s2 class is at the fourth level and we history students will have to climb the stairs to go for 1 pathetic class(well,i'm forever lazy to climb the stairs)

i wonder why the teachers didn't use any brain

haish

nvm,i graduating soon!!!

oh yeah bebeh!!!!!!!!

2008-12-18T04:01:00.000-08:00

The Academy Is - About A Girl.mp3 -

soo yeah

finally a post for the band bbq

it was fun!

despite us,having to cycle like mad person

from area c to f is it?

idk

hah

and after that bbq

i told myself not to ever in my life cycle a two-seater bike

i won't! i tell you

well firstly.i don't know why

but it's soo scary

yes....

hahhah

i feel much more safer riding a normal 1 seater bike

i think bcoz the height is too tall for me...

and with the fact that i'm accident prone(i'm traumatised after the most scary and painful bike accident in primary school i think)

i dare not take the 2 seater bike!!

hahahahhahahahhaha

thank god yazid was there to save me

he was the one tht ended up having to sacrifice his bike coz of his scaredy cat senior

nyahahahhahahahahahhahah

after the games,which my group...group 5 ended second

we had free time

which means

a lot of picture takings

and seating by the beach and do nothing

i wish i could stay there longer

ermmms,no not at night but in the day..i wish the day was longer

sooo.....

the bbq was fine

except tht people became very hungry and was crowding the bbq pitch

but nvm bout tht

i had a great time just seating there

oh yeah we celebrated the december babies birthday

so to all december babies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

kay,tht's all for this post..

need to go to school tml

the library is in a mess

p.s:i seriously urgently need a whitening face cleanser coz people can easily see tht i'm becoming darker...OMG!!!!!!!!

2008-12-14T02:11:00.000-08:00

my all time cravings

chocolate desserts

yum yummmmm

i like the third pict. most..

hehehhehehe

anyway,temptations and cravings aside

went to cikgu fauzia's wedding today

heh was my first time going to a wedding without my parents

and i survived!!!!

the food was great!

and cikgu is soo pretty lahh...heheheheh

CONGRATULATIONS CIKGU!!!!!!!!!!!(pict. will be up soon at setempekers blog i think)

besides that,i have not been updating for some time

was very tired with the schedule and practise

so the concert with riverside finally ended

i was very tired after that,but still manage to make my way to mcdonald's for coke time

hahahahha

and now i have blisters and ulcers

ouch!

pain i tell you!!!

will be having a so called 2 weeks break

band bbq on this coming tuesday

time to chill and relax and of coz,be crazy

i hope life will be better...

2008-12-09T04:47:00.000-08:00

1. What have you been doing recently?
watching korean dramas
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
............
3. What happened at 10am today?
eating my breakfast i think
4. When did you last cry?
three days ago
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeaps
6. What do you want in your life now?
more money and peace
7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
are you crazy?
8. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
nopes
9. What was the last movie you caught?
does korean movie counts?
10. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nyahahahhahahahahhaha
11. Who always makes you laugh?
family,friends
12. Do you speak languages other then English?
malay,a bit of japanese,chinese,korea(while watching the dramas tsk3)
13. Favourite websites?
you-tube??
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
15. What do you think you are like?
a crazy minded freak who lacks money
16. Who will you choose to die with?
wow!i don't wanna toot
17. Where have you been today?
my bedroom,my toilet and my living room
18. What game do you play often?
FACEBOOK,PET SOCIETY!!!!
19. Who are you missing right now?
FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!
20. If you had to choose a friend or a lover, who will you choose?
tough one,i rather choose a friend though,if love cultivates the he'll be my lover!
21. What are you doing now?
listening to songs
22. Which primary school are you from?
NBPS!.
23. Name 3 colours that you like
BLACK,PURPLE,RED
24. What emoticon do you like to show?
:)
25. What is your life to you?
smth that lacks fun
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
CHOCOLATE WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!?????or i'll call a friend
27. What do you do when you’re moody?
keep quiet
28. At which age do you wish to get married?
haven't thought of it
29. Who is the most important to you?
my family,my friends
30. If today is the last day of your life, what would you do?
go to mosque and pray to god to forgive all my sins
31. Who is the person you trust the most?
my goody goody friends!!,SETEMPEKERS AND FOU!!
32. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
yeaps
33. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
get myself in the most outstanding jc/or graduate from harvard university with a master degree?hahaha
34. What is your goal for this year?
2009?A LOT!!!
35. Do you believe in eternity love?
ermmmmsss...am i too young to answer this?
36. What feeling do you love the most?
the feeling of being stress-free
37. What feeling do you hate the most?
angry,pissed
38. You like doing quizzes?
ermmms,sometimes when i'm bored
39.Do you believe in God?
obviously!!
40. What do you think is the most important in your life?
family,friends,water,oxygen,food
41. What will you bring when you fight?
hahahhahahah my friends?maybe the cops??
42. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
ermms,being such a sinful daughter?
43. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
migrate to another country?
44. What if your boyfriend two-timed you?
"LETS' BREAK UP"
45. Tag (8 persons):
nadiah
nadzirah
nadirah
yazid
sarahuda
nadia
amalina
hazeerah

2008-12-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

so to nadiah,

this is the guy that i'm talking about

and good for you,he's your imaginary boyfriend,jang geun suk

zomg,nadiah

i didn't recognise he's ur boyfriend

hahahah

different hairstyle lah dey

u die die have to watch that drama

he's damn HOT or rather cute,while paying that trumpet

seriously

hahahahha

u shld thank me for telling you this

tsk

2008-12-08T23:36:00.000-08:00

somehow i'm kinda pissed with some things

life hasn't gone the way i wanted it to be

some people have become much more idiotic than they are

don't assume you know who they are

i won't write it here

and wouldn't even talk about it

somehow i wanna migrate myself to the western country

and enjoy the relaxing life they have there

my mind is in a confused state

that's why i'm blabbering nonsense right now

hari raya haji was yesterday

nothing much,as expected

two accidents occur while on the way to both granny's house

boy,is that a sign of bad luck?

have been sleeping like a piq this few days

the weather has been much colder nowadays as predicted

the only thing that make me excited now is to countdown for twilight

and enjoy the view of edward cullen all to myself

band tml...

2008-12-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

i think nadz and nadi make me addicted to that song
hehehehe

we were both young when i first saw you
i closed my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there
on a balcony in summer air

see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said, "stay away from juliet"
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you, please don't go
and i said

romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

so, i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes
escape this town for a little while

oh oh oh
cause you were romeo, i was the scarlet letter
and my daddy said, "stay away from juliet"
but you were everything to me
i was begging you, please don't go
and i said

romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

romeo, save me
they try to tell me how i feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
oh oh

i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said

romeo, save me
i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you, but you never come
is this in my head
i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said

marry me, juliet, you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad
go pick out a white dress
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

oh oh
oh oh oh

'cause we were both young when i first saw you

so yeah,
had band as usual today
and i can last thru the morning run!
it's not tht i can't survive it,but with my current conditions
i'm quite surprised
heh

drum line prac after that,
yes..wad is a double bassist doing in the drum line
hahhahahaha
lalalalallalllallalala
anyway,after the drum line prac. continued with marching
i wonder why,but today is practise is very tiring
hmmms

after marching,had lunch and then play the concert pieces
I LIKE GREASE!!!!!!
ooouh,
seriously,it's the best old times movie i had watch
u people shld watch it!
john travolta was still skinny then
hehehhehhe

so yeah,
concert on friday....
oh wait
i need to complete my hw first
goshhhhhhhh.....

2008-12-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

Kids Songs - I Love You ... the Barney Theme Song - Barney

went to causeway point after doing library just now
to bind some scores
and we watch the mr. men show!!!!(or wdv tht show is called go to cwp urself)
hahahahhahahah
IT'S SO CUTE LAHHH!!!!!
AND I WANNA TAKE PICT. WITH THE CHARACTERS!!
seriously
if not for the fact that we are...
ehem ehem
kinda old for those kind of things(i still watch cartoon for goodness sake )
i would have taken a pict. with the characters
hehe
and there's a barney show somewhere..to celebrate christmas i think
and for people who know me...
they should know how addicted i am to barney
hahah
soo.....
I WANNA WATCH THT BARNEY SHOW ALSO!!!!
yes,i know it's childish
but at least,it's something tht entertains me and make me go back to my kindergarten and primary school days!
blablablabla

there's band tml at 7.30
marching
omg...
i still haven't got my sun block YET!
sun block is so expensive lahh
urmmm

lalalalalala

gotta sleep
or i'll wake up late and have to run...

2008-11-30T18:20:00.000-08:00

Everybody Changing - Keane

everybody's changing
my all time favourite song

anyway,really like tht photo
credits to hafiz!!
hahahahhahahah

yest. went to granny's place after such a long time
hahahhaha
and she even notice that i'm dark!
oh my goodness
i seriously,urgently need a sun block
and whitening lotion
zzzzzz

finally dicided to enter into my facebook account
played with my pet
hahahahah 4 days without bathing it make my pet really so pathetic with two flies flying around it
hahahahahahhahahh

so yeah,might be going shopping today
and i think the ppl going to vietnam will be back today
hah!

so yeah
till here:)

2008-11-29T19:39:00.000-08:00

I'M TANNED AND BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye

2008-11-22T19:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
wow,finally have the time and energy to blog
been very tired nowadays
and more is going to come this week
oh my goooodnessss

yesterday went for the marching course with deyi and ping yi secondary
heh
quite interesting and fun
my skin looks tan right now
seriously,i think i got back my syf skin
oh how nice
mum said i look like orang laut
blahhhhh
i need my whitening lotion ASAP

i hope there's really somebody like edward cullen anywhere in this world
kay,that's so random
hah

may my life be easier...

2008-11-20T04:33:00.000-08:00

#01 . The person who tagged you is ?
Yazid.
#02 . You relationship with Him/Her ?
junior,friends:)
#03 . Your 5 impression of Him/Her
irritating,step(mwahahah),fun,'famous',nice
#04 . The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you .
to be able to play a song
#05 . The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you?
i don't have any idea
#06 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , things He/She has to improve is ?
that will nvr happen
#07 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?
fight until i win
#08 . What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now ?
play properly for tml's concert..heh
#09 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .
GOOD!
#10 . How do think the person around you will feel about you ?
Normal.
#11 . The character you love of yourself is ?
crazy
#12 . On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
easily bad mood
#13 . The most ideal person you want to be is ?
a person who can predict the future:)
#14 . For people(s) who cares & likes you , say something to them .
I love you!!!!
#15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know thier feel about you
* 1. nadiah
* 2. nadzirah
* 3. nadirah
* 4. safwah
* 5. hazeerah
* 6. lina nur lyana
* 7. sarah
* 8. wanshing
* 9. amalina
* 10. fayyad
#16 . Who is No.6 having relationship with ?
hahahhaha no one i think
#17 . Is No.9 female or male ?
female
#18 . If No.7 & No.10 be together , will it be a good thing ?
they don't know each other
#19 . What is No.2 studying about ?
The normal stuff.
#20 . When was the last time you chat with No.3 ?
just now,in the morning
#21 . What kind of music does No.8 like ?
idk,
#22 . Does No.1 has siblings ?
Yes.
#23 . Will you WOO No.3 ?
if she's a guy,yes..hahahahha
#24 . How about No.7 ?
she's a girl
#25 . Is No.4 single ?
Yes, i guess.
#26 . What is the surname of No.5 ?
omg i forgot!
#27 . What is the hobby of No.10 ?
haha,playing the drum set maybe,idk
#28 . Does No.5 and No.9 get along well ?
they don't know each other
#29 . Where is No.2 studying at ?
OPSS.
#30 . Talk something about No.1 .
crazy,irritating,nice,my best friend
#31 . Have you tried developing feeling for No.8 ?
Not likely.
#32 . Where does No .9 stay ?
beside my house,SHE'S MY NEIGHBOUR!!
#33 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ?
Yeah.
#34 . Does No.1 has pets ?
no
#35 . Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ?
hahahahahhaha.
#36 . What is No.1o doing now ?
I have no idea.

2008-11-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

fine
twilight is only gonna come out on 18 dec
make me all excited for nothing

yest. concert was great despite the hungryness and coldness
reached home kinda late
was sleeping all the way from marina to khatib
we all look half-dead
heh

i'm tired
:(
not in a great mood nowadays
suddenly can't wait for next year to come faster
kay,that's so random
hah

2008-11-18T03:02:00.000-08:00

i'm so bored
so,i start to think of things that i will most likely go to during the holidays
and one of them is TO THEME PARK!!!!!
so my ideas run wildly
and i go back to australia
hahahhahahahahah

the claw,still can't believe i ride on it
it's the scariest ride i've ridden so far
can still remember lydia and me
was screaming and suddenly just can't scream anymore coz it's so scary
everybody look really pale after that

wipeout
me and nadirah was at the back row and nadiah and nadzirah was in the front row
it was not as scary as the claw
hahahahhaha
can still remember watching 'iskandar shah' riding on it
the five of us was laughing like shit looking at their facial expression
seriously,one of the best ride to watch people's facial expression while they are on a ride
yeah!

still finding for nice roller coaster videos
it just make me feel so excited
like as if i was riding in it!!
heh

btw,i'm having unpredictable mood swing
grahhhhh

2008-11-17T03:08:00.000-08:00

the day start off rather pathetically

don't wish to elaborate

thank god the trip to science centre is great

hah!

i aspire to be a scientist

wore the scientist's coat with gloves on

u won't get to wear it in the pathetic school lab

so yeah,we handled bacteria

wateva those things are called

hahahahhahah

i was more interested in taking out the bacteria and inserting it into a solution

tsk.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i just wanna scream right now

thinking of doing art

at least it make me feel peaceful

yeah,apart from eating and watching the television

it's the only meaningful thing that can make me feel peaceful

can't wait to watch twilight

2008-11-13T22:55:00.001-08:00

finally watch baby and me

urhhh

i wish i was the baby,so cute and have such a good-looking daddy

gosh..

he's from do-re-m-fa-so-la-si-do

the same guy

nadiah's boyfriend

hahahahah

it's a must watch movie!!

gone to the doctor just now

luckily went there if not i might be getting asthma

urhhhhh

i have weak lungs and sensitive airways

how?

cannot do this and that

cannot eat this and that

aishhh.....

2008-11-13T01:26:00.001-08:00

7 Days - Craig David

i am extremely lazy to go out today
but forced myself to go to school to do some library stuff

now,stuck at home
i have no money
seriously,i am so ashamed to tell how much money i have left in my savings
if i were to play the game during the financial literacy course
i will get the 'i owe you money' card
that serious
and so,i will have to cut down on eating and indulging myself in sinful fatty food at mcdonald's
oh boy
i spend a lot during the holidays more that normal days
urhhhh
I NEED $$$$$$$
wat more with the upcoming events
i need a lot of $$$
i even owe hazeerah money right now
dang!
so people moral of the story
take care of your money,don't end up like me with soo little money left(i don't even have much $$$ in my ez-link)

other than that,
i will just write what i had gone thru the first half of this week
1)monday and tuesday had sectionals
2)bought my earrings,FINALLY!!or i'll need to pierce my ear again
3)had bio remedials which pissed me off
4)went over to YJC for the rehearsal of the upcoming concert
5)did library stuffs

so yeah,
will update soon if i feel like it

toodles!

2008-11-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

just finish watching do-re-mi-fa-so-la-si-do the movie

and oh gosh

u people must watch it

it's so sad lahh

the second movie that make me cry(just a few drops,i won't cry tht bad)

haha

so yes,it's only 10.50 at night

i feel like going out

maybe to the airport

yes,i'm out of my mind

my mum would kill me if i were to go out this late at night

hah

so yes, u people shld watch the movie,it's korean btw

and i think i should sleep right now

hah

just hope it won't rain so that it won't make me go back to sleep after waking up

and make myself late for sectionals again

tsk

gdnite everybody!!!!!

2008-11-10T03:07:00.000-08:00

just came back home

intended to go home straight after sectionals but then i felt so bored

so me and nadz wasted our precious time at nadiah's house

doing nothing,

just to watch teevee and indulge ourselves in instant noodles and ice-cream topped with milo

we talked about all the 'adventures' we had gone thru all back from when we were sec 1

and sometimes we talked about stupid things or games we did during primary school

after thinking back i realise how childish i was back then

i suddenly remembered the people who were my best friends in my primary school

how different we are now

how much i have change

from unglam hairstyles to still an unglam hairstyle

hahahahhahaha

nvm,wait for school to reopen next year and i'm gonna cut my hair

woohooo

can't wait for the wild wild wet and escape trip

and of coz twilight

ooouh

my edward cullen

hah!

btw i wanna go to the place above;)

2008-11-09T04:51:00.000-08:00

Tercipta Untukku - ungu

went to a relative wedding today
was kinda forced too
and now,i think i've gain weight coz of the fatty stuffs i ate just now
urhhhhhh
briyani,satay,curry,chicken,beef
and loads more
and i was kinda pissed that i wasted 5 hours of my life doing nothing except to watch people walk past
greet elders whom i hardly know
and to get myself stink of satay and cigarette smokes from people

so yeah,mom brought back a lot of food from the wedding
and i complained that there is too much oil in the curry
yes,i wonder since when i've become a health conscious

nth much to write about

i wanna watch madagascar 2 and twilight

2008-11-05T18:55:00.000-08:00

Cloudburst - Octavio Paz - Eric Whitacre

the choir version of cloudburst
very nice
heh....

time to do homework,
i have nth to blog about
but i feel like blogging
haha

2008-11-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

Ti Amo - 飞轮海 Fahrenheit, Fei Lun Hai - 飞轮海 Fahrenheit, Fei Lun Hai

u know wat i have to say...
i'm boredddddddddddddddd
and i don't know the meaning of the song
hahahhaha just listen to it and it sounds nice
tsktsktsk....

fine i don't know wat else to write
gdnite everybody!